I have 1 year and 5 months with my girlfriend, the problem is this: she went to work where a gentleman that sold natural products and that it was a sorcerer, and good at that time, we peliamos for 3 weeks, when I went to get to her house, she told me I was a dumb and submissive, believing that I was cheating with a blonde, and that we had been told the warlock is going to happen many bad things, and that the only solution was to sleep with the, and I told you acostastes with, and she said No, good to pass the time I always got the theme of the warlock, but she didn't want to talk about, and I said that please let's not speak about that lord, it made me weird, until one day in the carnival she confessed that the lord had sent a message and that I wanted to see to pay him $100 that he had to and she I cry a lot, and I said to x q are you crying and I said miamor don't want to see ever in my life to that subject I have never in my life would I want to see, in a very angry and after so much crying it made me very sad, that I cry a lot and he had on his face a lot of sadness, but I told him that that was wrong and she told me by sms that it sent, which was rare, he looks you in the eye and told you groping, and she said no, it was something worse I told you I violate it and told me it was not something worse, and immediately said to me was something that I saw, and I told her a corpse and she told me not to, forgive me but I can't tell, I want to take this secret to the grave, disculpame but this time I can not tell, good of both insisitir I said the other day, I would say, well then he directed a few videos of funny and she began to laugh, and we ended up making love, today I said tell me the secret you had to tell me and she stare at him and said tell me, and I saw that his eyes were red, and I said it is what you are imagining, and I said you violated, and she burst out crying, and I told him queee, then said we have to tell your parents and told me not to miamor please, I don't want you to know nobodies, if you conte to you is that it is you in whom more trust, there is no want to say this to nobody. And I said speak and I said to that, if or where that type, not where it is, in addition, it was of the people, the day that we saw, and I told him it doesn't matter, and I said miamor perhaps denunciandolo I will return my virginity and started to cry again, well let me see the sms and she told me that they had been deleted and I told him and the # and told me that I did not know and I said give me your phone to retrieve the messages and see the number and told me not to miamor, let's forget this and live our this please (I should clarify that I'm crazy) well I get angry and I said, why don't you wanted to tell that I knew that I ivas to put so, good I said as I saw, weeping, and told me that do not want to remember what happened, you will excuse me, but do not want to relive that moment and was sad... spend an hour, as he was more calm and I hug and we kiss and she was already different, I was normal (I should clarify that she is a girl who changes very fast of emotions) and I get angry and I told it to you does not affect you, and she was angry and told me obvious that it affects me, that you want m depressed, I can not do that, I have to live, that step, I have a present for that fight... And well it was weird because in the end, we ended up making love... If she is raped is not supposed to be disgusting to make love, if she was raped is not supposed to change their way of being, is not supposed to be very sad... But I don't understand, if I was unfaithful, for you to tell me, he had remained silent, and I never would have learned... you do Not understand, she is 19 years old and that man was 43 years old .. I should Clarify that she is a girl home, and the parents almost do not give you permission to go out... By the way I did swear that never more we're going to talk about that topic. Well there were many things more, but it is what little to let me put this forum
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Many people when we pass in a moment, we struggle and we try to forget what happened. Well, you have to believe in it. I had a violation 5 years ago (had 12años) and the first few days I just wanted to kill or kill me... But, I thought, I had to assimilate that already happened, and that I have to move on. A year ago a friend of my father, kidnapped me, and abusóde my I dreamed of that, my mother is not realized, only I told my novioy supported me, to the months I made love for the first time with him. He loves me and I love him, I felt no disgust or anything. Because I know that I'm in good hands. I think that she loves you and that's obvious trataa not to think about what happened, it's not going to say that is disgusting because you are his boyfriend. Believe in your girlfriend, she needs support